3. Identity disturbance

Identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self. (DSM-5)

When I‘m asked how I feel I have no propper answer.

In my wardrobe, there is no piece fitting to one another.

The hair colour growing on my head is not mine, neither I know which one is.

I am scared of people, though I need them to breath.

I know I need help but I am unable to ask for it.

My body hates me. Or was it the other way around?

People think I am extroverted though not at all I am.

Pleasing my environment is the task I can never accomplish.

I want to make my life end but then people would think I‘m weak.

I am afraid of my emotions but sometimes I don‘t know if I feel.

Do I eat to compensate or do I compensate to eat?

Did I really think I would look nice in this?

I don‘t think suicide is an option for me.